對於是不是要出外找工作, 其實你自己的心裏也不是很確定. You feel that your environment seems fighting you and nothing flows smoothly. 我不知道你有沒有告訴你老公你想找工作, 不過你老公的態度並不是很積極或是很鼓勵. 雖然他的度並不是很積極, 但他還是會幫你的(被動試). As far as the outcome of sending out your resume, 會有工作的機會, 而且你會對這個新機會很有興趣喔 and feeds your talents! 不過要稍稍小心, 防防小人.　找工作期間, 要有耐心, 還有你或許會覺得怎ㄇ大家好像都不懂, 都不了解你.　這段時間, spend some alone time. You need to think and reflection.  

Today made a quick trip from Toronto to Niagara. Boy, the traffic was really bad took forever to get there. I guess everyone has same idea.

Destinations: Niagara-on-the-lake & Niagara Falls.

Both places are popular as there is a LOT of people.

The result was..

Current – King Swords

His veiw of her – The Star

Her view of him – The Devil

Future – Justice

Today, I did the same reading again…here is the result

Current: 8 of Swords

His view: Queen Pentacles

Her view: 2 of Swords

Future: 3 of Pentacles

Below is the card for current reading…

Interesting his view all related to Pentacles and her view is all realted to swords.

In June the future was Justice, now in August, it is 3 of Pentacles…

What is your take on this? My take is since June to now, his and her attitude towards each other has not change much. He is viewing her has ‘benefits’ but she is uncertain about him, yet still have somewhat close contact with him…

hmm…still trying to take better pictures

Yesterday had hooding ceremony and today is 2nd part of PhD graduation day. Supposedly, these 2 days should be my happiest day in my life, but, I don’t feel that way at all. Instead, I start to think “am I really a selfish person?” “Do I always put what I want and need as first priority?” I must be crazy to think about these questions…

Anyway, I am happy mom attend graduation and I am glad I come. However, for some reasons I am not as happy as I want to be. I wish this event can go better to the exact way I want it… (Gees!  I guess I am selfish!).  On top of ‘unfulfilled wish”, my camera’s batteries were dead, so did not take pictures and I thought both batteries were charged! [Bad sign...]

I guess I will always have my expensive gown and diploma to remind me that I earned my degree…

I want to share my accomplish with everyone and I want to thank you (you know who you are) for your support during my journey through the good, bad, and ugly time! 

Her attitude towards a new job?

Judgment.  你目前在觀察, 考慮中. 不是很確定自己是不是很喜歡這工作.

Relationship between her and her boss?

Queen Swords.

Relationship between her and her co-worker?

Pentacles of 8 

Outlook of her new job.

Wands of 8.

會擔心另一半偷吃？他陷入思考：「其實我不在乎對方偷吃，這話有兩種意涵，一種是自信，一種則是自暴自棄，自信是因為我有獨特的地方，跟別人不一樣，至於自暴自棄……如果我要靠偵測才防得了，那也留不住他。」所以他從不查對方手機或E-mail。

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Past – Wands 10

Feeling pressures. I think he used to like to criticize her and they have common friends and family knows each other.

Current – King Swords

Both of them are in the position to objectively analyze their relationship. Perhaps tossing the idea getting back?

His veiw of her – The Star

He feels of peace and regaining hope.

Her view of him – The Devil

Hmmm…and Wow! Is that mean she still in love with him for ‘whatever’ the reasons Desire?

Future – Justice

Perhaps they are preparing for a decision and try to make a right decision.

Outcome – Pentacles 7

They are assessing and evaluating the situation getting back. They don’t seem to be rush into a decision whether or not to get back.

Conclusion: I think currently they are in a good term even though they are not in relationship. He may not expressed, but in the long term, he has good view about her. As for her….the Devil card… somehow she has desire for him (I think secretly becuase she told others she is done with him that he is no good).

I hope the fact that I have personal view toward this woman does not have impact on my reading.

Comments are welcome!

Amber

Dead Sea, Maldives, Seychelles, Petra, Bora Bora, Red Sea, Spain, Egypt, Barbado, more to be posted…

What is your list of place you want to see? 

Past – The Chariot

Current – Wheel of Fortune

Future – Cups of 4

Hmmmm…..